Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Single Again (Part 4)

From that moment nagugulohan na'ko. I dont know what to think. How could someone do this to me. Di ko naman sila pinagtaksilan. I've been honest to them. From that moment (again) I realized that this kind of relationship (gay/bi relationships) is not serious. hay ewan ko ba... ayoko na mag-isip... hanganh here nalang ok lang ba? masakit eh.... hehehehe xenxa....

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Single Again (Part 3)

Me and Xuxa became good friends after our break-up. Still he text and call me sometimes in my sun and globe numbers. It was great having him back as a friend. We just forget about the past and start a new life. The only problem is his new boyfriend Mirmo, the third party guy who also happens to be my friend also, always gets jealous of me. Naaawa nga ko kay Xuxa kasi parati silang nag-aaway because of me kasi nga nagjejeli sya kasi sweet parin kami ni Xuxa. WAHAHAHAHAH... Joke!

Anyways moving on, I received a text message last September. He said he is one of my friends in friendster. He also got my number thru a common friend. Later I knew he's a good friend of Xuxa. I asked Xuxa about him and he arranged an eb in his boarding house.

During the meet up, I think that was Monday, After my work, that was 3pm, i proceeded to Xuxa's place and met Ashke, the mystery friendster guy. He was shorter, light colored skin, lean guy. but he's a good looking. We had snacks and some talk. Xuxa then showed me his phone with Ashke's message "I like him!". Well me the manhid(daw) guy thought that Ashke was referring to Mirmo. Pero ako pala yung tinutukoy ni Xuxa. I'm also attracted to him so both of us continued to text each other. He told me the stories of his life, his past relationships and heartaches. Nakakaawa yung mga situations nya with his last bf cuz ganito kasi yun. Kahit mag-on sila eh itong bf nya parating nakikipagsex sa dati nyang bf. Of course sino naman ang may gusto nun diba? Because of that he decided to end up their relationship. So I asked myself how could someone do these things to this person. Bad talaga sila. Because of that I saw in him his sincerity. My attraction to him started from there.

At that time ako naman who made the first move. I invited him for a date in SM City Cebu. Pagmeet namin he gave me a gift. It was a cuddly turtle stuffed toy. It was very cute and very nice of him na nag-abala pa eh kakameet lang namin. It was also a right timing cuz gusto ko ring bumili ng little pillow para sa biyahe ko patungo Northern Samar. He helped me do some shopping until we end up in Blue Magic. I bought 2 small hotdog pillows in which I gave the other one to Ashke. Tapos punta kami sa KFC para kumain with konting kwentuhan. Maganda naman ang naging resulta ng Date namin. Pagdating namin sa kanyakanyang bahay we never forgot to greet each other good nights and wet dreams este sweet dreams pala. hehehe.

>>>>>>>>>> ....fast forward >>>>>>>>>

I was in my mom's province when he texted me "tayo na! I'm yours". I mean wow i finally have a boyfriend. And it was the greatest thing that happend to me. Pagbalik ko sa Cebu ayun nakipagkita kaagad ako sa kanya. Sya rin ang unang tao na nakipagholdong hands sa'kin sa mall. At first nahihiya ako kasi... you know na.. two guys na nagholding hands. But then it came to my mind na anong paki nila. Nagmamahalan kami.

Three weeks after he texted me that he won a cellphone from Junrex and wished to claim it na kasama ako. Kaya lang di ako puede cuz i have a work on that day. So sabi nalang nya na sya nalang daw kukuha nun. I congratulated him and told that I will meet him on my day-off. Nung araw na kinuha na nya yung phone that he won, sinabi nya sa'kin na meron syang sinama. I just wondered kung sino yun at ba't di nya sinabi sa'kin earlier. He said firend daw nya. Anyways ok lang sa'kin at least may kasama sya. Days later he tested me that Rabbit, his friend na sumama sa kanya to claim his phone, invited him for a dinner. I asked him why and he said that he would want to have a business meeting with this friend of his for his planned negosyo while he's unemployed. Ako naman umuo lang cuz I trust him naman even though I do not trust Rabbit. Days later I noticed na napapadalas na ang pagmimeet nila ni Rabbit at hindi ko na gusto yun. Pero iniisp ko nalang na para sa negosyo lang ang pagkikita nila ni Rabbit.

There was one night na nagpaalam sya sa'kin na magmimeet naman daw sila ni Rabbit dahil dumating na daw yung mga kailangan nya for his negosyo. Sabi ko naman "Ok pero bakit sa gabi pa kayo magkikita ba't di sa hapon?". He said "Kasi maywork pa sya". "Ok. saan naman kayo magkikita?". "Susunduin lang daw nya ko sa bahay ko". At that time nag-iba na yung feeling ko nun but still pinayagan ko sya cuz I dont want to sacrifice his plans dahil lang sa selos. He promised naman to keep me updated sa meeting nila. Eto yung mga updates nya:

"We're here na sa starbucks sa IT Park." (7:00pm)--->estimated time
"Naglalakad muna kami dito tapos papunta na kami sa venue ng meeting namin." (9:30pm)
"We're here na at his appartment. Dito nalang daw kami mag-usap." (10:15pm)

Dito na'ko nagalit. What kind of meeting is that na its very late in the evening na tapos sa bahay pa ng kumag na yun! So I asked him ba't ganun. Anong klaseng meeting yan? after that i really felt.... I dont know how to explain it. I told this to Xuxa and guess what? may inamin sa'kin si Xuxa. Nung time na nakipag-evening meeting si Ashke nagtext sya kay Xuxan. Tanong nya kung sa'n ba daw or pano mo ma-determine ang ticklish part ng isang tao...... which means nakipaglandian ang bansot na bf ko... grrrr....

to be continued....

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Single Again (Part 2)

One week kami di nag-usap. But I was expecting him to call me and apologize but he never did. Maybe he feel ashamed of what happened so i made the first move and called him to meet me in Gaisano Country mall after my work.

It was Saturday night when we meat at the mall. I saw him wearing a white shirt and a maong short. We approached each other and told him to take me to the nearest pharmacy to buy some medicine cuz of my headache. After that we proceeded to chowking to eat while discussing about what happened on the day of our second monthsarry. In my mind I know that we can work this out or sort this out and forgive him of what he did. He then started to explain everything why he was there, why on that day.... Then I started to ask him whats the status or what.... (letche ang hirap mag-ingglis)... kung ano ba sila ni Mirmo. "Magsyota kami" @%$#!^&*#!!!!!.... I dont know what to say... I was really shocked. I didnt expect that answer or that revelation. Halos mabilaokan ako sa kinain ko. Its like the whole world just drop on me. I told him "why are you doing this to me? what did I do wrong?". He then said "Its just that u never have time for me. Whenever we go out or whenever i go to your place maiksi lang ang binibigay na time mo sa'kin". "Alam mo naman diba na galing ako sa tabaho. You know how hard my trabaho is", I said. "Yeah I know. But i need you", he said. "If thats how you feel then why aren't you telling me this before?".

During that time I was so confused. My heart is aching, I want to cry but I cant (of course i dont want to embarrass myself noh!). He then said to me "I dont want to loose you". Form that moment I stood up. We went out and I end the rela. I quickly walked away from him and never looked back.

As I arrived home, I went straight to my room and prayed. I prayed to ask help form God to overcome the hurt that I got. nad then... natulog na'ko.

The End.....


Joke joke!!! Actually the next day nakarecover na'ko kaagad. Yes, even myself di ako makapaniwala na makarecover ako ng ganun ka bilis. And I thank God. Kac ussually kapag meron me prob in which super bigat sya sa heart, I just pray to Him. Kinabukasan... wala na!

About Xuxa? well nagkaayos kami mga days later... as friends. Hindi na as a couple. I accepted him back as a friend nalang. O diba nag bait ko!

to be continued.......

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I got Taged: Desktop


This is my Desktop featuring one of the very beautiful sites of an untouched.... pangligo with a waterfalls thingy in one of the provinces in Northern Samar. Whewww! Taasa wui! I forgot the name of this wonderful place but definitely only few people know about it. We all went there with all my relatives as part of our family reunion during their town's fiesta. I made it as my desktop cuz I like to see the the creations of mother nature which is remarkably amazing.

......Para yatang di ko na-G yung mga sinusulat ko. Sori guys hah kac lumilipad yung isipan ko ngayun.

But anyways thanks to daizuke for tagging me!!!

About the other things on my desktop, ...tignan nyo nalang! wajejejeje...

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Single Again! (Part 1)

Yep.. u heard it right. I'm single again. 2 weeks lang ang tinagal ng last relationship ko. I only had 2 relationships. First was 2 months lang then the next one 2 weeks lang.
Ang haba noh? At ang..... I dont know how to say this but both my naging BFs are friends na before. Friends lang period. Trust me. Friends lang talaga sila. Period. Anyways I will tell you nalang the stories of both my naging relationships...

First boyfriend:

We knew each other thru friendster. Nagmessage cya sa'kin at sabi nya na bi curious daw cya. Gusto nya makigfriends daw so ok naman ako. I'm not choosy naman noh! So ayun txt txt kami until we agreed to meet up in Ayala.

After my work diritso na'ko sa Ayala then txtd him na andun nako. Told him what I wear tapos txt naman cya sa'kin na andun narin cya and told me of what he wore. Nangnagmeet na kami ok lang. Nagstroll kami at linibot namin ang buong ayala while talking with each other. This is what I like about him cuz when we're together di ako nauubusan ng kwento. I dont know. Its just that kakaiba cya. Nang magclose na ang mall sinamahan nya ko sumakay pauwi. When I got home he txtd me kaagad at ayon usap na naman kami. then later he asked me if puede ba daw nya ko maging bf. Of course dahil sa type ko rin cya dahil sa pagmeet namin so OO kaagad ako. Ang bilis!!!! Hehehehe...

Naging sweet naman cya. Palagi nga nya kong dinadalaw sa haus after his skul. Tapos kumakain kami sa malapit ca cafeteria. Tapos I think it was in our 1st month anniversary na niyaya nya ko na magovernyt sa isang resort sa northern part ng Cebu.
Of course excited ako kasi at last magkakaroon na kami ng private moments na hindi naiilang sa bawat galaw nami. Cuz to tell u maypagka Conservative pa rin ang cebu. Though cebuanos are mostly open-minded pipz at di nagingi-alam, nahihiya pa rin ako noh! Anyways yun nga... u know na what a couple does in bed... hehehehe. Kaya lang walang fucking na nangyari cuz both of us ya nakalimot magdala ng rubber. Sayang!!! Pero masaya pa rin kac both of us really enjoyed the night.

>>>>>fast forward (2 months later)>>>>>>

During our 2nd month anniversary... of course greet2x kami ng "hapi ani!" with each other. with muching mwah mwah and luv u luv u kasama. I was at work when someone called me up sa SUN ko.

me: hello?
caller: sino to? (aba ang kupal. cya pa yung nagtanong eh cya yung tumawag)
me: eh sino to?
caller: mag-ano ba kau ni Xuxa?
BF1 ----->>> will be named as XUXA
me: tanong mo nga sa kanya?
From that I was suspecting na it was Mirmo

the txtmate of Xuxa. I actually know that xuxa has lots of txtmates but he
told me na di naman nya kina-career cla. Becuz i love him so ok lang sa'kin

Xuxa: hello? (at this time pinasa ni Mirmo yung fon)
me: Xuxa?
Xuxa: ice? ( halatang nabigla ng makausap nya ko sa fon)
me: nagkita kau? ba't di mo sinabi sa'kin? on the day pa of our 2nd monthsary?

Bigla ko binaba ung fon at nagalit ng Grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! Akalain mo nagawa pa nyang mag-eb sa special day namin?!

to be continueud......

Na-udyot na Trip to Manila!!!

Haaiiii nako... Few days ago I received a very good news from my boss that I will be sent to our main office in manila for a training on our new reservation system. I really got so excited cuz it was along time ago that i haven't ride an airplane (yes since higschool pa. kawawa c me!). Also, I was so excited cuz I can now buy a DVD of my fav movie "FORMULA 17" and "QUEER AS FOLK" at sasamahan pa ko ng pinakasikat at pinakamagaling na blogger na si CJ aka Turismoboi. O diba how kind naman!!! Tnx CJ!!!

Kaya lang days before the lipad ayun, tumawag ang Senior ko na canceled daw ang trip ko. Di ako makakasama dahil nagtitipid daw ang company.... PUNYETA!!!!! and dami ko pa namang plano pagdating ko dun sa manila. Sinira nila ang araw ko. GRRRRRRR.....

So I just told CJ that I cannot make it to manila cuz ... yun na nga. Grrrrrrrr again!!!

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Beware of Unknown Brands of Electronic Appliances

I purchased a portable DVD player w/ LCD screen last June 2007 in which I paid it in a 3-month installment using my credit card. I was so excited to have a DVD player of my own so that I can watch my favorite movie (and XXX movies) in my room. The brand of my DVD player is "COBY" which is very unknown to me but what the heck I dont care as long as it is cheap. As I bought it in Metro Ayala Cebu.. well yun... the usual.. testing there and there to make sure na ok siya before selling to me. I asked about the warranty then sabi naman nung saleslady "yes sir it has a 1yr warranty" yun lang. After days of using it, I noticed that in the middle of the movie nagha-hung na cya. So akala ko naman baka may problema yung CD na ginamit ko. So try ako ng ibang CD. Same thing happend. Oh God, ano to?! Di pa nga ko tapos magbayad nito tapos tumirik na cya?!

Due to unavailable ako dahil sa work so hirap ako maghanap ng time to get this stupid crap fix. Nang nakahanap ako ng time, ayun... punta ako kaagad sa Metro Ayala. The same saleslady yung umasikaso sa kin. She said " sir dun na po kayu sa service center nitong unit na to. Sa Colon." Tapos sabi ko naman " hah? Why didn't you tell me in the first place na hindi dito dadalhin yan? ". Super insist pa rin yung girl na di talaga daw sa kanila yan. Ok lang daw sana na hinatid ko raw ang unit seven days after ko sya binili. Punyeta eh hindi naman nya sinabi sa'kin yun nang bumili ako. Tapos I asked her how about the warranty? " sir meron po yang 1yr service warranty." SERVICE?! Eh pano yung mga parts nya? "service lang po talaga yung may warranty." Ai nako double punyeta! ba't di mo sinabi sa kin before ako bumili. Tripple punyeta na talaga..... Nakakabwisit!!!!!!!!

So the next day I went to the said service center daw sa Colon. Ayon sabi ng clerk dun " sir tatawagin ka lang namin if ok na cya at kung anong babayaran mo. Ai nako another punyeta to the max!!! Another charges?! eh di pa nga ako tapos magbayad nyan another bayad na naman?!!! Ai nako punyeta to the next level na talaga. Cge ok plz call me kung ano ok!!! So super leave ako sa punyetang place na yun. Parang hindi service shop yung itchura.

After weeks of waiting, I called up that punyetang service shop to follow-up my stupid crap DVD player. "Sir ok na sya. Yung charges nya is Php 1,800 po." WHAAAAATTTT?!!!!
Ba't ang mahal? " Kasi po mahirap talagang hanapin yung part na sira. Pinalitan po yung CD lense nya. Mahal po kasi nun." Ok so may warranty ba yang part na pinalit nyo? "wala po sir. Service lang po."........ Oh my Gulay!!!! what kind of a service company are you?!!!
Eh pano kapag may manufacturing defect yan? at talagang posibleng mangyari yan. " Sir depende na po yan sa paggamit" Aba ang bruha parang pinapalabas na ako yung may negligence. FYI kahit na nga yung N5110 phone ko ( yes meron pa akong N5110 phone. still alive and kicking!) eh may little pillow pa nga yun! Yes i'm serious! eh yun pa kayang DVD na mahal. So ayon umoo nalang ako. I'm tired of arguing. Gusto ko nga mag-file ng complaint sa management ng Metro Ayala pero ayoko na. pagud na ko.

Lesson learned:
Purchase an appliance or gadget that has a known brand. If not make sure to ask where is the service center if in case tumirik yung gadget mo.

Always ask for the warranty (details) of the purchased item. Eg. Service warranty, Parts warranty, etc.

If there is a warranty, definitely they some papers for you to sign. If wala, magduda na kayo.

Still I would recommend branded items nalang yung bilhin nyo para sigurado. You dont want to end up like me.